Mis hijas hermosas

Sometimes I just want to freeze time and keep it locked up forever. That is how I am feeling right now about these three beautiful young women. They are all at different stages of life and I just absolutely love each of them for what they bring to my life right now.
Mariah: gets me out of bed 6 days a week and takes on the role of my personal trainer. I have to admit that sometimes I want to scream at her, but then I love her way too much....so I don't. She is the best math tutor around, adores her siblings like none other, is a great example to me in so many ways...I can't even name them all. She and I can spend hours talking about anything. I love those hours. I don't know how my daughter turned into my best friend, but she did.
Lora: is just intriguing to me right now. She goes back and forth between wanting to grow up yet scared to death to not be a little girl anymore. She seriously hugs me at least 50 times a day and holds on like it might be the last one she will get in before she is "accidentally grows up". Her taste buds mimic her personality: Tobasco sauce and Reeses PB cups. Depends on her mood. She can make me laugh like none other and can also bring out the not so good side of me but I love her for it.
Emma: is the baby and gets away with more than anyone else in the family which doesn't always set well with the Tobasco sauce side of Lora. Emma is 100% girl and can keep herself entertained better than anyone I have ever known. All she needs is her purse with all the glamorous goodies inside, a good pair of heels that make a clicking noise on the tile floor, and some good music in the background and she can keep herself happy for hours. She has adopted one of my dresses to play in and tries to convince me each week that it really does fit her and she should be able to wear it to church. She is pretty independent and doesn't ask me to do much for her anymore, except once in awhile I am given the honor of her asking for my opinion of her choice of clothing for the day. I have given up the battle of trying to convince her that certain colors and patterns don't match......I just go with it now and we are both happier.
These are my girls. I hope I deserve them. I am so blessed that we get to "grow up"together.

Swingin' on the vines

This week we had the Pedersen family from AZ come and visit us. We took them on this great hike early one morning and we stopped along the way to swing on these vines. Looks like Gary is enjoying himself huh?

Emma got some real momentum going....

Lora was just waiting for Tarzan to come along

Later that day we went to the beach and this baby Sperm Whale had washed up on the beach, injured. The rescue team had been working on him all day trying to get him able to go back in the water. It was sad, but so fun to see. The wildlife here never ceases to amaze us. This was a really fun day and so fun to see some faces from home. Thanks for coming to see us Pedersen family!!

We live in a Zoo

Isn't this the cutest little face? These monkeys were just hanging out on the beach with us in a place called Manuel Antonio

This is Abe's hand here giving him a pretzel



Abe has this affect on PEOPLE after awhile...guess it is no different with monkeys!

This is a photo Lane snapped just as this monkey was leaping over to the next tree

I love this one! Totally reminds me of that old tv show...Planet of the Apes. He looks like a little man here huh?
Snuggled up for a family photo

We also saw sloths, toucans, deer, colorful crabs, poisonous spiders and so many beautiful flowers. It was really an amazing day.

A Trip to Panama

Our 90 day passport renewal was due so this time we decided to head south to Panama and explore something new. We took 4 days to do it so that we could have time to experience things along the way and break up the long 12 hour drive. It was Mariah's first time doing a border crossing and I have to say that she got through it better than I thought she would. It is never a real fun experience.....just long lines, chaos and dirt. we are getting the hang of it better now though so it went pretty smooth.
We stopped off for a hike in the Manuel Antonio Parque Nacional, joined some onlookers on the bridge to look at some huge crocodiles, fed some monkeys just hanging out in the trees by the beach and shopped in the duty free zone between Panama & CR. We took about 300 pictures on the trip so as soon as I go through them all, I will post a few.
We saw so much amazing wildlife. It felt like the zoo keeper had given us his key for the week!

A Costa Rican Christmas

I don't quite know how to put into words my feelings about Christmas this year. I have loved the simplicity of it. I have loved the non-exposure to all the commercialism. I have loved the peace and the calm of the season. I have loved seeing the smiles on the faces of people who have nothing and I have loved the chance to focus on what we are giving rather than what we are getting. Every year since our kids have been old enough to know what Christmas was all about, Lane and I have wanted to somehow create the environment that would allow the real meaning of Christmas to really sink into their hearts and do something more service oriented...creating a memory that would stay with them forever. I think every parent has this same wish at some time or another.
Living here in Costa Rica provided a very natural opportunity for this to happen this year. We started off our Christmas Eve morning by making a delicious mess in the kitchen with some homemade cinnamon bran muffins that Mariah's roommate got her hooked on. The wonderful smell mixed with some good Christmas music and that was all it took to get us all in the holiday spirit. Up until this point, we were finding it a little hard to wrap our brains around the fact that it indeed was Christmas, since we have been going to the beach, the pool and running the AC.
Late in the afternoon, we loaded up the car with many bags of muffins, jam, toys, as much food as we could fit in the empty spaces....practiced our carols on the way and started making our many stops to those on our Christmas list. It was a wonderful night and we were met with smiles and thankful hearts. We all came home "full"....and I was thankful that no one even complained that we did not even have a Christmas Eve dinner. I think we all got full on bran muffins as we were baking. I snuck a cookie off of Santa's plate just before I headed to bed.
Even though it was after 9pm, the kids put on their costumes and we had a nativity, complete with a song at the end from Lora. The little girls sprinkled the "snow"around the christmas tree that they had been making for weeks by cutting up white plastic grocery bags, and then it was time for bed.
Even though I am well into my forties, I still find it hard to sleep on Christmas Eve. I was excited to watch Lora open the panda bear that she has been dreaming of...Emma to get her doll ( love that she is still little enough to want one), excited to talk to our missionary son, and mostly excited to load up the car again in the morning and take another load to the sweet family up the road, who I know were not expecting a thing for Christmas. We were fortunate enough to be able to do all of this because of the generosity of many people in the states who heard about the Costa Rican Christmas Project that one of my friends in the branch was involved with here. She had a great response and so we were able to combine our efforts with her efforts and bring a wonderful Christmas to this family.
I hope the pictures will help to convey the feelings. I know that it is a Christmas we will always remember. I wish every year could be like this.
The day got even better as we were able to skype with Elder Martinsen. Yes! Video Skype! Guess that is one of the benefits they give you when your family lives in a 3rd world country with no phone. He was just glowing...so happy! The hour went too fast and I am glad it wasn't me who had to push the little red button to hang up or we would probably still be talking. He is the obedient missionary though, and kept it to an hour. (this is one time when I wished he would be a slacker on the rules). The next time we hear his voice will be in person when we pick him up from the airport in 3 short months.
We had the missionaries for dinner, got them back to the bus on time... and at the moment, the kids are dropping one by one like flies...falling asleep. It has been a long, but beautiful day. Thank you to our amazing families who sent wonderful goodies and packages and for all of you that remembered Alex...thank you. He was overwhelmed with the gifts and love from home for him.
I love this time of year when the excitement of giving is just in the air. I hope this Costa Rican Christmas will always be part of us and no matter where we find ourselves in the world, or no matter what our circumstances will be, we will remember the joy of giving and that the smallest Christmas can make the biggest impact.

These are our neighbors up the road....Grandma Anna, mother Betty and her 8 children. Two of the girls were not here when we made our delivery.

Getting ready to make our Christmas morning delivery

Christmas Eve delivery to Gertrudis and her daughter Norena. Single mom...sweetest lady ever.

Ready to head out on Christmas Eve.

We were met with a flat tire this morning. Oh well, Santa had it fixed in no time.

Tire is fixed and we are loaded up with goods.

Sorry these pictures are a little out of order, but I am too tired to fix them. You can get the idea of our last 48 hours. We are so blessed and love you all. FELIZ NAVIDAD!!

And she is here!!

I have been so preoccupied with my Christmas present that I haven't even taken the time to post about her arrival until now. Ahhhhh....I still have to pinch my self that she is really here. It is like a very important piece of our family puzzle was just missing and now it feels so much more complete. Just one more piece to go and then we will be whole again.
The five of us had so much anticipation as we waited for her plane, which ended up being about 30 minutes late. Painful.
Then, as she describes on her blog, we had to sit and watch her struggle with her bags as we were not allowed to run and hug her and help her like we wanted to. It was like having a chocolate bar dangling in front of your nose for 15 minutes and not being allowed to devour it. As soon as we spotted her making her way towards us we all just wanted to run and grab her and squeeze her to death, but no....we had to stand and wait and...wait....
Oh well, it was all worth it when we finally got to put our arms around her! She has more pictures on her blog of our reunion.
Mariah has always been the "glue"between my kids that just keeps them together and happy and I am happy to see that she still has that affect on them. They absolutely adore her and she adores them.
I know that there will be some challenges for her as she tries to adjust to our life here in a third world country and for a girl who is used to a schedule, being productive, and busy....I know that our slow paced life here will be very different for her.
I am just so happy to have her back with us a for a few months. She is a good example to all of us in many ways, she is helpful, happy, selfless, positive....and my best girlfriend.

Simple Christmas Wishes

This poster that Emma made touches me every time I pass by it as it hangs on our wall....
Before she was quite finished up with it, she came to me for my opinion as to what she should add. I suggested maybe she could fill in some space by adding some more presents under the tree. Her reply was, "I already have 4, one for each of us. That is enough." (guess mom and dad aren't getting anything this year??)
I am thankful that the real meaning of Christmas has somehow made its way to her heart this year. Here, in CR with so much need around us, we have been trying to prepare the kids for a much different kind of Christmas this year. Love the "MARRY Christmas" ha ha


This was a poster that Lora did. Love it too.

I am feeling so blessed that I will have 4 of my gifts with me this year...Mariah, Abram, Lora and Emma.
And of course Mr. Clause as well...wouldn't be Christmas without him.
Emma's Christmas wish will come true this Friday at 3:00pm in the Liberia, Costa Rica Airport!!
It is going to be a wonderful Christmas.